One year after the sudden death of modelKim Porter,Sean “Diddy” Combsis mourning the loss of his late love.

Porter, Diddy’s ex-girlfriend, died of lobar pneumonia in her Toluca Lake, California home on Nov. 15 last year at the age of 47.

The music mogul, 50, paid tribute to his late ex-girlfriend and mother of his children on Friday with a heartwarming video.

“I MISS YOU SOOOOOO MUCH. So much 💔. Every time I get sad I look at this video and it brings a smile to my face,” Diddy wrote of his late ex-girlfriend. “I THANK GOD FOR THE PRECIOUS TIME HE ALLOWED US TO HAVE WITH YOU. I WISH YOU WERE HERE WITH US RIGHT NOW AND THIS WAS ALL A DREAM. I WILL NEVER GIVE UP ON THAT WISH. NEVER!!! Love you forever Kimberly Antwinette Goodwin Porter. ❤️”

On Thursday, the day before the anniversary of Porter’s death, Diddy shared aphoto of a broken hearton his Instagram, simply writing her initials “K🖤P” as the caption.

Three weeks ahead of the anniversary of her death, the rapper shared anotherphoto of Porter. In the image, she is seen posing in front of a gorgeous view of water and palm trees. In the photo of the model’s silhouette, she looks towards the sun as she cradles her hands around the sun’s light.

The pair share children: Quincy Brown, 28 (the biological son ofAl B. Sure!who Diddy helped raise), Christian ‘King’ Combs, 21, and twin daughters D’Lila Star and Jessie James Combs, 12. Diddy is also father to daughter Chance Combs, 13, from a previous relationship with Sarah Chapman, and Justin, 25.

Kim Porter and Sean “Diddy” Combs.

P. Diddy, Kim Porter

Insiders close to the Diddy family previously told PEOPLE that the rapper also held a private memorial for Porter on Nov. 18 at his home in Bel Air, California.

Mary J. BligeandFrench Montanawere among the 100 guests present at the intimate occasion.

Kim Porter with Sean “Diddy” Combs and their children.Charley Gallay/Getty Images

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Diddy and Porterbegan their relationship in the ’90s. In 1999, the pair broke up — later reconciling in 2003. They split for the last time in 2007. Since then, the musician has been vocal about his unwavering love for Porter.

Shortly after her death, the rapperspoke out on Instagram, “For the last three days I’ve been trying to wake up out of this nightmare. But I haven’t.”

source: people.com